Catch Up

Okay so we know that Edward left Bella and she dosen't really know why. We know that he left her because he thinks he's caused nothing but distruction in her life. That's not true Edward is the best thing that happened to her. So in the begining of Eclipse (book 3) Bella really wants to be friends with Jacob, but Jacob doesn't think that it will work with her having a "vampire" boyfriend. Bella despratley tries to have it work between them three. She loves Edward and she loves Jacob as a friend if i was in Bellas position i wouldn't know what to do!!!
Jacob tells Bella through a note that He knows that their friend "relationship" isn't gonna work. He says some different things and crosses it out as if he doesn't wanna hurt her feelings but does he not realize that by not talking to her he is hurting her way more than he can imagine? He finallly just writes,"Yeah, I miss you too. A lot Doeesn't change anything. Sorry." As Bella reads this she is saying '-as if the points of the letters has cutting edges.' I can tell now how much Bella is hurt by Jacobs decisions..............Poor Bella............ Why don't these guys understand that she loves them both.